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Mechkami38
Anime/Manga/Cartoon Artist. I do stuff sometimes.
I like mechs, cyborgs, and robots.
I am over 30.
I do not want to interact with anyone under 18.
I am cursed with being unable to finish an art piece to save my life!

Age 38, Female

Procrastinator

Student in the School of Life

In The GodDamn Walls

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You probably saw this coming-

Posted by Mechkami38 - December 10th, 2022


I've been struggling with my productivity this entire year. Between having to help dad with things around our house, going to work, hanging out with friends I want to spend time with, having chill moments alone, and catching up on games. I am overwhelmed by a lot of things this year.


My mind is clouded in a fog, and try as I may. When I don't feel like something, nothing; not even myself can stop it. I feel like my brain is empty and hollow. I wake up and enter monotony.


I am not, as Vergil would say, motivated.


It has NOT been a good year for me in general. Having lost my mom, 2 family pets, and now my Aunt just this last fall. All of this in just the span of 2022 I am hoping when we tick over into 2023 we can start with a fresh slate and I can actually start healing.


THAT BEING SAID! Like I mentioned many times before. As long as I'm not dead. I will try and beat myself into submission to do SOMETHING! The comic updates may not be frequent, or soon. It depends on my mood. I've always been a better illustrator than a comic maker. The next thing I post may just be a couple of art pieces, but who knows.


But I swear some day, at some later point in time, it will happen. At some point in time, I will post something.


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stay disciplined! you're farther along your journey than I am in my own so you know what to do!